The - BlurAngel -

Finally can wave G’bye to the old Ipod Mini which is passed down by my dearest sister when i bought her the Touch! I’m loving it because it is much more useful compare to Mini and didn’t regret a single bit! i think i would be upset if i’ve gotten a Nano instead of Touch! Thanks, Boyfriend!

White Gold Pearl Earings! awesome! first time trying on and love it! i’ve been wanting to get a pair since the working group look awesome-ly elegant in Pearls! Teehee… I’m one of the Elegant Working Ladies now!

The boyfriend finally found a pair of greyish/whitish shoes crocs that he likes!  Courtesy of me to him for Valentine’s day!

Other than that, our weekend was awesome.. Boyfriend spent his entire weekend with me! all we did was just shop/sleep/eat! we also had Newton’s Chili Crab as i was craving for their yummilicious sauce and man tou *bun*

ok, recharged and back to work to close more deals so that i can have a big ang pow for CNY!

* will be back in KL for a whole week during CNY! can’t wait!!*

I have no idea why i am blogging less now…

i dont know what to blog about …

but i know this blog means alot to me …. i can’t afford to lose this blog.. because it is still a lil’ corner for me to be the real me! to express my deepest thoughts!

What have i been up to lately ?

1. work , sales target
2. home to rest/chill
3. house chores and laundry
4. shopping for CNY

Shopping - I’ve bought about 3 dresses, 1 jeans, 4 tops , 1 shorts for CNY! also added 2 dresses to my working attires

Job hasn’t been the best/worst but manageable

House chores and laundry - i’ve been “slack-er” nowadays … i only mop the floor like once/twice a week as compared to 3-4 times weekly … laundry timings also become lesser with bigger loads each time! :(  even joined my clothes with BF’s for washing now… bad bad.. i should always wash our clothes separately because he is such an active young man with high exposure to bacteria and germs! of course , i do a separate load for his sports attire! can’t imagine washing my clothing with his sweat-ie jersey from soccer/badminton/gym etc etc

Home- been spending more time in my room than anywhere else *except office la* Always can’t wait to return to my room whenever I’m out…i guess this is my comfort zone lo!

CNY - will be spending the whole week 12/2 to 21/2 …probably just one night in Johor! well, this CNY is also my building rapport/ working trip la!

Now , it is 3.46 am .. I’m quite awake blogging while drama-ing … tomorrow today will be a SLEEPY day @ work .. I’m sure!!

During lunch , i was greeted by my Investment Specialist, a man who is very experienced and have been with the bank for years .. he said ” wah i just found out that you are a rich girl, what r u doing here ? kill time ?”

i’m offended because this is not the first time… but of course first itme from this guy’s mouth! i then found out that he found out from the boss-want-to-be lady! she’s been very “helpful” in promoting me! in front of colleagues, in front of clients, in front of many people la… this is getting annoying!!!

then..

when i was trying to be efficient at work.. my dear assistant took me for granted.. she threw my account opening form to aside while she continued her other work.. my things have always been seen as secondary… why? just because i’m a business development manager instead of relationship manager?

sigh….

anyways..

tahan…

my house is waiting for me to pay downpayment and installment for years, i can’t afford to lose the job! MONEY!!!

First

I’m begging to sense that boss is pressurizing on us! *me and other colleagues who came in almost same time*  but..  i’m just sensing it! actually he didn’t bother me.. he just asked my colleague! after-all, i’ve been performing! so, no worries.. just that i’m afraid what if i can’t perform in future?

Second 

I’m mentally very tired.. about everything.. this morning when i stepped out of the house to take the mrt to work.. i suddenly had this in my mind - ” WHAT AM I DOING HERE FIGHTING WITH THE REST TO GET INTO THE TRAIN??” i don’t want to be competitive.. but in this world.. i have no choice, right?? i wish i can just relax at home, don’t need to worry about work! what motivates me ? money? or the sense of satisfaction to be able to self sustain?

Third 

I’m a contractual staff! i don’t understand why i am a contractual staff!!!! i have the qualification and background … but why ????? argh!!

forth … finally something good …

today, we were suppose to go for a HR meeting, it is meant for all permanent staffs, me- the poor contractual staff is excused! but …

Boss - hey, it is time! let’s go for meeting!

Me- i’m excused!

Boss- Why ?

Me- cos i’m a contractual staff!

Boss- ya ..but it will still be good to go to understand

Me- well, no point also UNLESS you are converting me to a permanent staff! *hint hint* 

Boss- i’ll have to convert you some day right? LET’S GO!!

haha.. so i took it as boss is converting me! not confirmed but at least he is considering!

Fifth

Stop giving me false hope! people have been asking me when am i getting married… bf proposed already?buy house? wedding venue? etc etc … the more you guys ask , the more i’ll look forward to it and get dissapointed when this day doesn’t come! so ,stop asking!!

Sixth

my stupid owner!! guess what he said to me just awhile ago?! ” will you move out for 2 weeks then come back again?” well, if i ever move out , i won’t come back anymore!!! very fun to ask me move out then move in again?  move out two weeks to avoid letting your family know you rented out a room? haha i wish i move out then u will not get a tenant anymore!

bought them @ KLIA on my way to Singapore this morning!

love them!

my  very very first official business trip in my life!!

i mean i used to travel back to Malaysia too on business trip . but those days, i was on tight budget, no meeting up with clients …

now …

i have to meet up with clients .. prospects … i can foot the bill … everything i spend here is paid off !

life’s good! but tiring!!

My trip is alright so far… my event turned out to be awesome!

Curls are not easy to manage!!

i’m getting a lil’ annoyed by them!

i wish i could have a personal hair and makeup stylist that will make me pretty everyday!!

argh!!!

i need make up lessons! i need hair styling lessons too!!!

during the boss’ birthday dinner..

he mentioned HOW DID HE PROPOSE to his wife …

it was boxing day.. so he told his GF that he still got a present for her in the car..told her to go and get it!

she went and come back with a jewellery box..

she opened every lil’ compartment.. till the last lil’ box… opened..tada the RING!

then boss went on his knee to ask her to marry him. right in front of the GF’s parents!

he said the parents replied YA YA… please take our daughter!

haha that’s quite funny

another colleague , who is getting married this year was asked to share how did her fiance proposed!

it happened in Spain..

first day of the trip..

he asked her to marry him..

but she berlagak.. and said NO…NOT RING,FLOWERS,and didn’t kneel down! so she said NO!

then through out the trip.. she was waiting eagerly for him to ask again! but he didn’t!

until..

they came to a beach

he suddenly said ” i got a gift for u !” she was so happy!! opened! saw the ring! and without him saying anything ..

she quickly wore the ring!

hahah that’s even funnier! she’s very “han ga”.. just like someone!

teehee!

while my bro in law proposed in OZ.. but .. he was too nervous! he forgotten to kneel down… and my dear sister gotta remind him! hehe

all sorts of funny proposals.. yet they’re gonna be so memorable to the couple!

Since i started working, i’ve been A-OK with her… quite close in fact..people come and tell me she’s not very nice..but i thought she was OK!

until today!!!

Boss wants us to give him our figures! wants us to prepare for our event…

then during the meeting , she happily and loudly propose to have an extra event!!!

but once we come back.. she asked me and another girl to cover her figures!

shit her la.. in front of boss, proudly say YES YES YES.. behind his back? ask us (the new girls) to cover her figures!

cannot tahan lo!

somemore act DAI KAH CHEH (big sister) … when we said we CANNOT cover her ..she angry ” then i tell boss cancel lo..since both of you cannot cover!” 

well..this is OUR FIRST EVENT!! we need to cover our own figures, we already want to die..somemore want us to cover for you?! plus, then why u suggest for another event when u can’t perform? Yet want to push the blame to us!!!!!

i don’t like this kind of people!!!!!!!

May all the unhappiness/bad luck/anything bad go with the old hair style along with year 2009 ….

This new hairstyle shall bring me the best of luck, loads of joy and happiness!

Happy 2010 and Gambatae to both Mr and Miss Doh Doh!!

that’s him! 37 Kgs @ 4 years old!

He is my distant cousin (= cousin’s cousin) ..

the first thoughts upon seeing him was ” WAH HEAVY DUTY BOY!!”

at a Korean Salon, Hartamas area…

Thursday- after seeing a nice picture of a Korean lady with curls, i was tempted to try out Volume perming- the Korean way!

Friday-did some research online..and finally decided to try our Park Chul … called and made an appointment for Sunday

Sunday - Had an appointment with James and Mitchel since mum and I are both going together, mum wants a hair cut while i want a perm.. arrived at 10 45 am on Sunday and we only left the place at 2.30 pm ….

Outcome? i’m pretty satisfied! but … i’m much poorer now!!

Happy Mummy with new hair style.. but i think it is very similar to her usual hairstyle!

That’s me!

then headed to Shu Uemura for make up session and off to a wedding dinner at Sunway Resort Hotel

Monday - I’m now back in Singapore … flight at 7 50 am, touch down at 8 30 am took a cab .. took a cab all straight and arrive office at 9 25 am !!! so tired!!!

before i forget HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

On sister’s wedding day… there were two moments where i was feeling really upset/touched that i almost can’t control my tears!

1. During her R.O.M when sister said her vow!!

2. During the announcement of Mr and Mrs XXX 

at these moments , i really felt like my sister is “gone”!!! then bf asked me ” shouldn’t u be happy that u’ve got a brother now?” oh well….bro in law is not the same as bro , right?? Sister is no longer Miss XXXX, she’s now Mrs YYY!

she is indeed very happy being Mrs YYY! that’s good, cos the most important thing is just her being happy, right??

** cannot imagine what will happen during my wedding! I’m sure i’ll cry like a big baby!!! confirm!!  make sure i get water proof make up on ok? hahaha

This was sister, cousin,boyfriend and my lunch on sister’s wedding day! we were all tired after the morning session! hehe and me being the fussy one refuse to makan the home cooked food (e.g yam pork, siew yoke, mee siam, fried rice etc etc) .. so i got boyfriend to stop by Aman Suria to ta pau while he sent his suit for ironing!

I love Pan Mee!!

Had bak kut teh with Daddy, his friend from OZ, his business partner and the regional manager one day in Singapore! they came to visit the shops/meeting , i took the opportunity to go for a quick brunch with them!

We went to Ang Mo Kio for this famous Eng Kee Bak Kut Teh! i must say this is one of the tastier Bak kut teh in Singapore! but of course Klang ones is better! i love the black/brown flavorful soup!! the Pork Knuckles here is good according to the old folks! they totally enjoyed the brunch! This place also serves good pig’s liver! but they Pig’s intestines is not good!

haha.. actually , i didn’t taste much of the food because i’m not a big fan of Bak Kut Teh AND i don’t take ANY pig’s organs!!

Address:

Blk 341 Ang Mo Kio Avenue 1
#01-04 Teck Ghee Court Market & Food Centre

phew… finally it is OVER!

It involved alot of hard work and money!

My family traveled all the way from Johor, Singapore, Kuantan etc etc to KL .. Friends from all over the world came too…

23 December 09

Travel to Ampang to collect cookies and Yong Tau Fu, to Pavilion to get heels, to Times Square for dress fitting, decorate the house, order Satay for 25th , get extra cutlery, plates, cups, fork, spoon,  drinks and some stuffs for the party . expecting about 100 guests!

24 December 09 

The canopy is up!  rush here and there… PJ to KL , then our first batch of guests arrived! totally out of expectation! cos we weren’t ready.. we’ve prepared a semi-D for our guests to stay .. but we’ve yet to have time to do thorough cleaning! and the guests included 1 toddler and 2 babies!! so we had to settle them down first.. they ended up staying in my house rather than the semi-D we prepared for them!On top of that , sister and I were at Neway ,1Utama when we received the call that they’ve arrived!!! we still haven’t finish singing and they arrived! bleah….. however, i enjoyed the short moment with sister @ Neway! heeh

Brought them out for dinner and all..

25 December 09 

Party at home .. the whole day was busy… busy entertaining the relatives.. from breakkie at the best Char Siew and Hakka Noodle place then brought them to Ikea , The Curve and 1 Utama!  come home to lay out the tables then out to buy stuffs! and guess what?! i was stopped by a traffic police for using mobile phone while driving!! it was so shitty..there goes my RM 50!!

Party finally began! then i had to pick the Tai Kam CHeh up… send her here and there, to get stuffs , back to my house then to the groom’s house! I’m glad that BF drove most of the time! if not , i’ll DIE!!

26 December 09 - the wedding day

5.00 am - wake up…  my aunts were already in the kitchen , preparing some food , i started to cut the cakes/jelly/kuih … then the Sandwiches, Mee Siam, Yam Cake, Fried Rice arrived

6.00 am - other batch of relatives arrived! they left JB at 2 am , thus arrived my place at 6 am !! got them to settle down in a room to refresh/rest

6.30am - Bride’s make up artist arrived!

6.45 am - My make up artist and hair stylists arrived!

8.30 am - done with make up , groom arrive

play play play the groom and heng tais .. yum cha … photo session

10.15 am - sis and i plus the bf left to the groom’s place..cos we needed to bring sister’s dresses over before she arrives!

10.30 am - bride and groom left my house to the groom’s place!

10.45am - help the bride change to her “kua” (chinese traditional attire) then we went down for Starbucks! hehe… Groom’s finally got Starbucks and Kenny Rogers to cater their lunch!

11.30am- but we didn’t stay for lunch, we had to rush off to BF’s house to pick up his suit for ironing so that he can be at my place the whole day …  hah a also managed to “steal” two muffins before everyone started digging in!

12.30pm - home finally … removed my corset!phew..what a relief! hahahahah… lunch- Bao Bao Ban Mian! actually we had home cooked Taro Pork, Siew Yoke , Curry Boar, etc etc at home but we prefer Bao Bao Ban Mian! *wink* that’s why i ta pau-ed from Aman Suria when Bf sent his suit for ironing!

BF anf I rest till 1.00 pm - then off to pick up bf’s suit and buy some food for the bride and groom who were at the Hotel already  . While mum and younger sister went to Hotel to deliver sister’s stuffs, they only returned home at almost 2 pm!! initially plan was to leave home at 2.30-2.45 pm but …. delayed till 3.30pm , all thanks to my mum

3.30 pm - off to hotel

4.00 pm - make up session begins!while bf had to take up the role as coordinator to ensure the rehearsal runs well

5.30 pm - rush to the ballroom .. immediately started to  entertain ppl …

7.00 pm - Registration of Marriage

8.00 pm - Dinner! loads of explanation that I”M NOT THE BRIDE , AND I”M NOT GETTING MARRIED SO SOON!! muaha..but i was offered a UNLIMITED blank cheque from Dad’s business partner if i get married next year! plus loads of Ang pows waiting for me! hahahah …. ya ya… that’s only if i get married next year la!

Before i could sink my tooth into my delicious dessert, i had to go out and thank our guests and say Bye Bye… :’( i want my Chocolate Lava Cake + Vanilla Ice Cream!!

all the way till about 11.30 pm ….

Drove home and only arrived home at 1.30 am!!!

27 December 09 

Still gotta entertain relatives and friends …

28 December 09 

Left home at 4 am to catch 6.15am’s flight to Singapore, touch down at 7.30am , took MRT and straight to work! now, i’m half dead laying on my bed …tired!!

honestly …

i don’t know if i am doing the right thing …. * referring to the nature of my job*

but…

i’ll do it …

as …

in terms of rules and regulation, i see no reason why i shouldn’t be processing this deal …

but …

deep down my heart..

i am feeling bad …

oh well …

we all are bound to face difficulties in life ..maybe this is just because it is my very first time …

there will always be a first time in everything right?

wish me luck .. i’ll be fine!

it has been raining cats and dogs everyday since dunno when!

argh! I’m hating the rain now as it always bring about inconvenience!!

annoying!!!

Not me!!

that’s the boyfriend!! he was done for year 2009 last Friday!!

He is on his way back to Malaysia to enjoy his hols till 5th Jan 2010!

How nice?! i’m jealous!!!

But he was kind enough to stay back 2 days in Singapore for me..to spend time with me..

Friday night- he went for his last takraw game … he called me for supper but i had a super bad headache after meeting client..thus i didn’t join him! 

Saturday - shopping + meet up with my colleagues for Avatar and drinks @ Dempsey 

Sunday - Shopping again and sent him off to bus stop! 

I’m missing him dearly now! but .. hehe..in just 2 nights, i’ll reunite with him again!!

On the same day .. Bf and my colleague both left their mobile phones in the cab..

but both were lucky enough to get back their phones!

Boyfriend - he realised he left his phone in the cab about 10 seconds after we left the cab.. when he ran after the cab..the cab driver didn’t hear him knocking on the cab , so he zoomed off…  it was raining very heavily thus bf didn’t run further.. we called his mobile, the kind passenger picked up and told us to collect the phone at her house… we got it back despite some running under the rain and spent S$10 (= rm24) on cab to the kind passenger’s house!

My colleague - she realized she left the phone in the cab about 5 minutes after she alighted… she called her mobile and the cab driver picked up..then sent it back to her about 10 minutes later after doing a de-tour back to where he dropped her off!

I think if this happens in Malaysia, don’t need to hope/pray to get your mobile phones back!! In Singapore , u can always try calling the cab company , they’ll send out notice to all cab drivers immediately , or if u know the car plate number, they’ll locate the cab driver for you. Or just call your own number, hopefully the kind soul who picks it up is willing to return to you!

Thank you, kind passengers for returning boyfriend’s mobile phone! Because we definitely didn’t set aside mobile phone funds until after June 2010!!